keep moving forward is the only choice
Since about 1997/1998 my life has been an experiment in waterboarding. Of course psychologically and emotionally speaking. From the outside in, my life is almost perfect. But without divulging personal details, the important thing to communicate here is that there have been tens of instances through the years where I have screamed in emotional agony and cried for hours not understand why the universe/God/Karma chooses to break me down. I am doing that right now as i write this post. If there is someone who should hate God, I am a good candidate for it considering my life. But when I recover from those lows, I realize it could be a lot worse. Sure. Of course it could be a LOT better too. And I have no choice but to keep trying. To keep moving forward, while trying to detach myself from the outcomes. To control the controllables without losing control of my own mind. These are the only mantras available. This is pretty much the squeezed version of Bhagwad Gita's message on how...